
I'm sick. I'm not super sick but it's bad enough to keep me home. Oh well, I had fun yesterday. Actually it's been a pretty good month for me. It hasn't been super dandy but I would give it an 8 (actually, there is a specific day that I would definitely rate as 10+++++). Hopefully if things go as planned my December '09 will be a 10 month.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone else reads this. I used to have more readers and I think I'm going to do what I used to do when I had a lot of readers. Maybe I can get some ratings again. Well, actually I blog because I know eventually if I die, all my thoughts will be recorded somewhere and I will be remembered somehow. This morning I couldn't breath. I was like...OMG I am going to die. Then I realized that I had been wanting to write about this one specific thing and I said...NO wait I can't die yet. I have to write About Cooking ( I don't write anything that I haven't titled before)
My head hurts...
Oh and also I still need 5 hours to complete my pioneering and I have like... 2 days left? So I can RIP after that too. Other wise I will be in debt.
Oh Man! I ran out of tea...
Ok so About Cooking. This is not the typical blog because actually there will soon be more understanding to my blogs and I am not so sure how I feel about that. Sometimes I would like to keep things MORE secret. But then again...I don't have any secrets. They hurt me and eventually other people so I try not to have them. (right special friend? wink wink)
A few days ago when the city died because it was Christmas, we were stuck at home watching *achoo* watching movies. One of the movies was Julia & Julie. Ladies, if you have not seen this movie but you don't like cooking and writing then I suggest you don't watch it. You will not like it. Guys...don't watch it either. Its one of those movies that is only good for a certain group of people and only that certain group can relate to it. I do.
A while ago I was thinking what married life would be like. Yea Yeah. I know. I am still 16 (soon oh so very soon 17!!!) and therefore I should not be thinking that; BUT I have been planning my adult life since I could speak. And that happened when I was one because I was a smart baby.
So at the age of literally one, I was planning what I wanted to be and who I wanted to marry and where I would live and what kind of kids I would have and how I would raise them and all that corny stuff girls think about at SOME point.
I didn't really understand this concept until I started to be around newlyweds, which totally changed my conception of things. Besides the fact that I have changed with time and I think I have reached a point where I'm comfortable. I still think about the corny stuff but I also think about the realis *sniff grunt sniff*
I think about the realism of the situation. MY mother says that the first year of marriage is the hardest because you are trying to get used to each other and some PEOPLE say that marriage life is only happiness, depending on the couple, for up to five years.
So I wonder how couples make it to 25...
I like cooking a lot and I could do so many great things if I had the budget and if I didn't have a little bee next to me telling me that I'm doing things wrong (WHICH IM NOT!- just to clarify) and then eventually taking over and messing things up big time...*sniff*
I also like writing. I have big plans to improve it and also to master description and such other things but according to some experts I am good. (not intending to brag...)
My life just seems to be in a more Witness way like Julia & Julie.