To the World

This has been the best week of my life!!!!!!!!!!

Its like one day the thought that my fears could change came true and now I live in my head fully inside out waiting.

That is all that is left to do...

Wait.

It is such a simple word but I am not alone in this one. No sir, I am not alone! The voice inside my head is speaking and its telling me not to let go because the smallest mistake can lead me to the one choice that I don't want to make.

And the best part was that I'm not so sure how it happened but it did...and I would like to know how because its driving me crazy trying to figure out how in the world it happened...

Like I said, it just sorta happened without notice.

I wish I could just scream it to the world but I can't...

This is all I have left, my writing and the voice in my head...

Sigh.......................

I'll never leave...and that is a promise to you!