A Boy, An Exemption and A stupid Girl

My status last night was well...not happy. Not sad. I was angry. But angry as in I can't breath. Angry as in I feel used. Angry as in FML. Angry like this

Rooaaaarrrrrr

Just because I don't feel like analyzing the situation right now to a point where I can take out some logic, I'm just gonna state the facts.

Note to the reader: Every “!!!!!!!!!!!” stands for an ugly word I am thinking of. Reader, fill in the blank at your own risk and desire.

Issue Number One

1. In a hypothetical situation, a friendship can be saved if both parts are willing to contribute. Of course, not all situations can be saved but in my case, I realized too late I couldn’t save a friendship. I made every kind of effort to just SAVE THE MOST !!!!!!! MINIMAL AMOUNT OF THAT STUPID FRIENDSHIP!!! I really did try it all. I tried to change, to give up, to stop doing things, to keep doing things, to stop saying things, to keep saying things, to avoid people, to befriend people, to not get angry, to be patient, literally, I TRIED IT ALL. But all this trying made me unhappy. So unhappy that I was making my friend unhappy. So in the end, the friendship had to die. Kind of like back in the medieval times when a horse got injured in battle, they killed them to stop the horse’s suffering. My mom calls it tiro de gracia, literally, a graceful (thankful) shot. However, when I am accused of not being fair and not having done anything to save the friendship, now that is a big slap in the face. I realized how little my work was being appreciated and how much my friend noticed my unhappiness. Yesterday when I got that !!!!!!!!!!!!! accusation, I literally felt like the end of the world came to me. So in all fairness, when I got the whole “I miss you speech” I could not feel bad.

2. I’m going to say this like it is! If math and a !!!!!!!!!!!! ugly creature had a baby, it would be Pre-cal. I’d rather take chemistry all over again. I do not say this sparingly but, !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. I feel so defeated! Like seriously, I don’t feel like I’m going to graduate! I had it planned this whole year that I was going to exempt that final so that I would only have to worry about passing with a 70 and today I came to find out that I could only exempt with a semester average of a 75. I am five points away. To make things worst, I have one more week to aide in the counselor’s office because next semester, I have to take !!!!!!!!!!! Eco.

3. By the time that I get to this point, I already feel like going in a corner to cry. (!!!!!!) As it turns out, the most mature age once again showed me how little they have matured. One would think that being seniors, rumors stop traveling in the whole “she said, you said, he saw, they did” way. !!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!! Yesterday, I was witness of something that I probably would have rather had my eyes pulled out. I swallowed hard fearing the worse, and just to my !!!!!!!!!!! luck ( can’t find a better word) it turns out that what I feared was true. The nerve of some girls is just incredible. To just say things that they don’t !!!!!!!!!! know. Where that girl got what she said, I know not. The result of her 2^nd grade behavior ended hurting not just me but a couple others. Even after the situation seemed to calm down, the little idiot kept !!!!!!!! talking. As if she hadn’t already done enough. According to my school’s code of conduct, that is a level two offense, could be a misdemeanor by which she could go to court.

It's been three weeks since I have to sort out a lot of feelings and ideas and then to top off things, this whole thing happens in a matter of two days. I know how to fix this all, the only thing is that I know not if its worth my while. I's stressed enough as it is and I don't need this !!!!!!!!!