Staying Pink!

Its not that I am trying to make up for my absence but I might as well get this out of my head.

1. I wrote a blog that I cannot stand. Its stupid and its embarrassing and I wish I could take it down. I have a rule as a writer and that is that everything I write stays up. Nothing comes down and that is the end of it. I hate myself for doing this but then again, I blog what I feel and think at the moment so  I cannot say that what I felt of thought at the moment was dumb. It is how I felt and that is it.

2. I put my first person on my 'reject call' list last week!!! This made me feel so powerful because I actually took control of my emotions which is a huge step into adulthood. I am an adult, I've been one for the past two (almost three) years, but, I don't feel it. I still feel 18 but a more tired version of 18.

3. Ever since I was in high school I have loved lists. I love making them and thinking of them and accomplishing them. I just love lists. It makes me feel organized because I am not. I am a mess. I will admit that my room is not always clean or picked up. Unlike my sister, I don't have the patience to put stuff away in perfect order every time it needs to be put away. My excuse is that my room is a refletion of what is going on in my head and therefore if my head is a mess, my life is a mess, and my room is a mess. I'm not lazy, I just have other more important things to do. One day I will get better at this, when I have proper furniture to fit things the way I want to.

5. December 18th 2012 was the day it was announced in my Spanish congregation that I was leaving to the French. However, I started going regularly on the first Tuesday of the month of November of the same year. So although my official anniversary is not until tomorrow, I can say that I have been one year in the French congregation and I feel super comfortable with the language. In fact, I'm so comfortable and I feel so encouraged by these lovely people that I am working towards my pioneer goal. Finally after being in the truth for eight years, it is happening.

6. Once again, I have come to the conclusion that in the U.S. healthcare sucks. This past weekend my sister had to be rushed to the ER because she kept vomiting all day. She could not even keep water down. They diagnosed her with a UTI and finally sent her home after then had poked and probed her and could no longer giver her medicine (after three shots and a liter of fluids). Then on Monday she texted me telling me she could not breath and had chest pain so again I had to rush her to the ER because she was wheezing horrible and bending from the pain. The doctors then decided they didn't think she had a UTI and it was just the Flu. I mean...12 years in medical school and you can't get it right with two urine samples and two blood samples, and EKG, a CAT scan and an X-ray? I cannot wait for the bill to come in. Seriously I was so scared and stressed and my poor sister is still feeling chest pain. What caused it? WHO KNOWS!!!

7. We've had such a cold winter this year just as I had predicted! Since this summer was not hot for Texas, I just knew it would be cold during the winter and boy was I right! My year has sucked so so so much but its nice to have something amazing happen.

8. I did not mean to write a list but this is what came out so oh well. I like lists. Also, I've become obsessed with online shopping since I get more coupons than I can use.

9. Much to my dismay I have realized that even though I love my job, I need a new one. With my recent medical diagnosis, which I don't like to talk about in detail, I have come to the conclusion that even though I am sleepy, I can function the whole day. I know this to be true because I did it in high school and my first two years in college. However, having a job with a split shift makes it ten times harder to stay awake. I need either a full time job or an afternoon job. I cannot do this split shift nonsense. My school issues have not stopped disappointing me. All my classes will be online until I graduate and here I am against home-school now having to do it. It sucks like no other. So home school, a split shift and my medical issues have made me realize that if I don't get a full time job or a non-split shift job, I will eventually crash at the wheel. Scary stuff.

10. My acne is getting better! But my hair is not. In May when I quit my old job I went crazy and cut my hair (not with my stylist) and she messed it up. Being the hair person that I am I got over it in like an hour and decided I liked it because everyone else liked it. Well that is with the exception of one person but he's not important. Finally my hair grew back to normality and I went with my stylist and she gave me the flirtiest bob I've ever had. I loved it like love at first sight. Then one day I didn't straighten it to see how it would look curly short. Except it didn't curl. That is when I realized something was terribly wrong with a section at the bottom by my nape. It felt like burned plastic. Of course I freaked out. I stopped straightening my hair to see if other parts were damaged and indeed there was a lot of damage. Heat damage (after I researched it) is not like frying your hair or ruining it because of hair dye or perms. Heat damage on curly hair is when your hair is not curly anymore. Well that is at least how I understood it. It happens after applying heat over a long period of time and the only way to get rid of it completely is to cut it all off. I'm not cutting it again. Don't get me wrong, I love short hair for many reasons but I also like my medium-long curly hair (never long, always medium-long). I've had bobs many times in the past and they always grow back to normality so this is the first time I have heat damage.  After intense research I found that coconut oil and coconut juice will help the healing process ( and the regrowth). I will post a link at the end of the video that's helped me find a cure to my hair. I need a haircut now but I started with the oil and water and expensive shampoo and my hair feels silky. Its still not curly but at least its nice that I don't have to do anything to it because it just falls flat/wavy. I will continue to post about the progress of my hair as it gets better.

Curly Hair Heat Damage > This is the video that helped me identify my problem and how to solve it.
SunKissAlba > This is the link to the playlist of the YouTuber for the heat damage tips. I know my hair was never as curly as hers but I still had curly hair so I recommend her.

Stay Pink!